♣️(The day we finally meet each other)♣️
"That feeling when you meet someone new and all you can think about are all the adventures you want to share with them"
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♣️(21/02/13)♣️
This is the most memorable day of my life. This is the day that we are finally going to meet each other. For the past few days since we know each other, we only communicate via FB msg & SMS. But today shall be the day dat i can finally see u in person & get to know u better, Yayyyy!!!
Actually i am feeling quite nervous to meet up with u. I really dont know what to expect, how to behave etc. Because the truth is i dont really meet up with random people that i chatted with or FB or any other social media sites (of course with the exceptions of Gay Dating apps for the sole purpose of NSA fun). To me, what started off on the net shall remain on the cyber world. And most time then not, it will end up on the net too. Infact i hardly meet anyone off the internet unless it is really necessary. But as for u, i feel different. I feel there is something special about you that i need to know and find out. For yoh, i make the exception. Infact i dont even know why i am so eager & looking foward to meet up with u. Maybe its fate.. Cos i believe in fate. Fate that moves me to go ahead and meet up with you. And while we chat on FB, we both scheduled to meet up at Somerset 313 at 5pm later that day. (I will continue about this on the later part)
♣️(Damian'ology is it pure Coincidences or fate?)♣️
Earlier during the day, i was actually having a simple meet up date at Chinese Garden with a guy who actually likes me. That guy asked me to become his BF, but i told him to give me sometime to consider about it. It is not me being choosy, but its just dat i couldnt bring myself to like him or love him. (After that day, i never meet up with him again.) But here comes the most interesting part; Believe it or not & u can call it as coincidence;That guy that i met earlier was actually 'Damian's Ex BF.' (The same guy that u met at Absolute, had sex with and fall into his love trap).
To make sure that we are talking about the same person, i asked him specifically if his BF are called (Damian The Waffleboy aka Damian Cheong)? And he says yes it is. He even showed me Damian's Facebook as well as his pictures. And indeed we are talking about the same Damian as you've told me before. He & Damian has been together for more than 9 month & they juz broke up a few days ago. He told me that the reason for their break up is because 'Damian has been cheating alot on him by flirting around & sleeping with alot of other guys very very frequently.'
Upon hearing his story, it juz reminds me of you & wat u've told me before about Damian. it is indeed true dat Damian was juz fooling around with u. And considering the fact dat they juz broke up few days ago, it means dat wen Damian had sex with u at absolute & had sex with u again thereafter, he is actually attached & are in a RS with the guy. He even lied to u about being single & at same time he is actually betraying his own BF by having fun with u. The fact dat he was already attached & still fucking around while claiming to be single juz proven him to be a jerk & a total asshole. "If he can do that to his own BF, he can do it to anyone." And it clearly shows dat he is juz making use of u to satisfy his sexual needs. He actually didnt mean it wen he makes all those promises to u abt wanting to be in a RS with u. He is juz sweet talking you to make u believe in him so that he can make use of ur vulnerability. And after knowing the truth about Damian, it juz make me believe dat he is making use of u & are exploiting u sexually because he knows your weakness. And u have already fallen for his trap as u believe in him. So with dat, he make use of u as & wen he feel like it.
♣️(Our First Meet Up)♣️
Actually that day when i arrived, i did saw that u are standing alone staring into space in deep thoughts. U were standing by the railing waiting for me. I took a quick glance at u as i passed by but u did not notice. I felt shy to approach u immediately so i decide to go to the gents to pee, wash my face and cool myself down as i was very very nervous. Then after i cooled down, i pluck up my courage and go over to approach u. I say hi to u & u replied me with the sweetest smile i've ever seen. I can never forget that smile. It was angellic. With the most beautiful dimple on ur cheek. I felt like melting at that moment. But i controlled myself. U were quite shy at that time. And i like that..
♣️(Asking you to be mine)♣️
Then suddenly i asked if u would want to be my BF. I can saw that at that time u are reluctant to say yes. So u told me that u need time to think it over. I was quite dissapointed then, but i understand that its not easy to trust another person after what you've been through. To be frank, At that time, the sole purpose of me asking u to me my BF is to protect you, to look after you and to care for you. I feel deepest sympathy on your plights and I dont want you to be hurt ever again. I dont want you to meet another evil person who will tends to hurt u again as i felt that u are vulnerable at that time.
Then after your dinner, u told me that u want to go home. I told u that i will want to send u back home. But u told me no need as u dont want to trouble me. But i insist to send you home as i felt responsible for ur safety. So finally you relented. We both took the train to Paya Lebar MRT & walk all the way to your housing apartment. While walking, we chatted and joked with each other. Upon reaching your housing estate, we decided to take a breather at Basket Ball Court beside your block.
(The answer - YES)
There we sit down and chat in the dark. That is when u finally say to me that you have something to say to me. Then you give me your answer to my question that i asked earlier about being my bf. I was very nervous. Im a type of person who are scared of rejection. And then suddenly you said yes, you agree to be my BF and would want to be in a relationship with me. I was speechless for a few moment. I felt very very happy. I was dumbfounded and I couldnt believe it. Then u smiled at me & again u say yes u agree to be my BF.
That night We chatted alot. We talked about our expectations, what our likes & dislikes, do's & dont, hobby, dreams etc. As time pass, i realize that it was getting quite late & i need to catch the last train home so i decide to go back. I send you to your lift lobby, I bid u good bye and kiss ur forehead and walked away. Then as i look back, i saw there u were still standing looking as i walk. I was so touched.
The next few days i visit you at your housing estate almost everyday to meet you until late in the night. Though it was quite far Travelling from the west to the east, But im willing to do that as long as i can see you. During my frequent visit, We will go for dinner together, and at times you even treat me to a Vietnamese Cuisine. We will usually sit and chat in the park near your home,we also take a walk hand in hand & chat. We talk about almost everything. It was so romantic. And i also remember piggy back carry you from the carpark few blocks away until to your lift lobby. It was very fun & memorable. Very sweet and cute and it is the most wonderful feelings i've ever felt.
Initially the reason i want to be your BF is because i thought that i just want to protect u. But least did i realize that Cupid Angel Of Love strikes me in the heart. I realize i've actually fallen in love with you. I can sense that you are a wonderful boy. Despite your vainess and child like attitude, i also realize that u are honest, sincere and you are also capable of being a good partner to me. Yes no doubt i did promised to myself that i will never fall in love ever again. As the pain of my last relationship is still hurting me. But i just cant help it. I have fallen too deeply in love with you. So i decided to give myself a chance to love and to be loved. And then i told myself that this is the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with.
After our heart to heart conversation, it was getting late. I have to catch the last train home. So i send you to your lift landing, bid you goodbye, kiss your forehead and walk away. As i walk few steps away, i turn around and there i saw you looking right back at me. We smiled to each other and i continue walking to the mrt to go home. That night we had a long chat on the phone. We discuss about everything and expressing our heartfelt. After talking with you, i went to sleep. That night i had the most peaceful sleep i ever had for a long time. Since that moment on, we both became inseperable
❤️We both agreed to back date our anniversary to the time we first became close. Which is on the 19th February 2014. And that is the date that we both agreed on to officially make it into our anniversary❤️
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