(The day how its all started - U cause it)
I was in the office & u're in school. We chatted on FB & SMS. Den wen u were abt to end ur class, suddenly u told me dat u wont be going home straight aft school but going to Somerset instead.
Feeling uneasy, i try to call ur phone bcos wen i ask u qns thru msg, u will take a long time to reply me. So calling is more easier options. I call u alot of times but u did not ans at all & U even purposely hang up my calls. U know i hate wen ppl hang up my calls & yet u keep doing it.
At dat point i was starting to get very angry at u for ignoring my calls til i send u alot of msg & scold u. Den after few moment u finally reply to my msg & say dat u're meeting a new friend u've juz made thru FB. U told me dat u're juz hanging out, chit-chat & relax & wen its time to go back, u will go hme.
I insist dat u gve me an estimated time u wil be going back. Not exactly but Juz a rough estimation. I ask u quite few time but u did not reply to my qns for quite sometime. Feeling anxious, I start to call u a dozen more times & again u didnt ans.
I know u purposely didnt reply my msg & didnt ans my calls. And dat is the main reason why im angry the most. Not angry bcos u go out meet random. But angry cos u purposely ignore my msg & calls. Through out the time, all my msg's & calls remain unreplied & unanswered I couldnt concentrate on my job at all. So wen comes 5pm, i packed up & leave to go home.
I waited patiently for at home. At around 9.30pm u finally came back, i told u to go to our house staircase as we need to talk. I dun wan talk in the room & let the rest hear our discussion & arguement. I asked u where did u go? Who u meet with? Wat did u do there?
Then u finally told me dat u actually go to meet Eugene my ex BF. I was very shocked to hear dat & i ask u why? Den U told me dat u wanted to learn & know more abt me & so u asked Eugene. U told me dat u guys were discussing alot abt me. I was very angry at dat time. This is the worse thing dat a BF can do, which is to ask the opinion from his ex. Of cos being the "EX" all dat he can says are the bad things. And dat is not fair at all.
After dat i try to cool myself down & try to let it pass. The whole night passed by intensely for us. We both kept argueing & quarelling over every single little things. And to make it worse, your sacarsm, ur nasty words & u keep saying & repeating abt breaking up a dozens of times juz make it worse. Feeling pissed, angry & lost, i suddenly say yeah lets break up.
Of cos i regret my actions. But it is juz word of anger. And dun mean anything at all. Aft dat We both sleep with a heavy heart.
(T.B.C)
