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Thursday, December 23, 2010


Love Me, Hate Me Or Envy Me

I used to be this desperate guy are always searching for the perfect love. Love was the only thing that gave meaning to this life. When I fall in love, I give myself up completely and dive into the ocean with no second thoughts.


As expected, most of the time I almost drowned because they find my love too overwhelming. I couldn't blame them though. At least they put the misery to an end. With a proper closure, anyone can move on easier.

But there are few that are never strong enough to tell you it's over. And these are the worst kind anyone can ever meet because all they do is take advantage of your love and manipulate you like a doll.


They use you in many ways but never care about how you feel. When you're too close, they want you to back off. But when you're drifting away, they'll make you come back. And everytime you would because you love them.


I went through tough times but I understood love a little better than before. I no longer believe that "we fall in love" because love should lift you up instead. When I am loveable and you love me, it's fair trade. But when I don't deserve any love and you love me, that's unconditional love.


Love cannot be earned. It is a gift that you give to someone without any expectations. I came across this phrase a while back and I find it extremely enlightening.


"The more you love, the more you lose a part of you. Yet you do not become less of who you are. In fact, you end up being complete."



Yours Sincerely
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Ryan Hiroshi

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my say at 12/23/2010 03:52:00 PM.
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Name: Ryan'iel Hiroshi
Known As: Ryan'iel, Ryan or Afad
Day I first cried: 1st August 1982
Race: Mixed Portuguese, Malay and Hispanic
Faith: Islam
Status: Single (And available, Ready to mingle)
Profession: Asst Tower Manager (MBS)
Scene: Alternative
Style: Modern Trendy
Height: 1.68
Weight: 65kg
Complexion: Fair Complexion
Hairstyle: Trendy short, Colourful
Eyes: Black
Tattoos: Lots of it
Piercing: Both earlobes
Smoking Habit: Occasionally
Drinking Habit: Occasionally
Best Attributes: Smile, Humour & Intelligence
Hobbies: Cycling, Swimming, Jogging, Tanning, Shopping, Reading, Travelling and surfing the net.


Flamboyant, Down to earth, Clean freak, Cool, Funny, Extroverted, Friendly, Romantic, Loving, Passionate, Honest and Generous

Dat's how I extend myself 2 the world with the same basic expectations of others who wish 2 return the same courtesy.

Dat said, I pride myself in being more proactive & rational in understanding all the different charms and cultures. Never been satisfied with my own perspectives, I am usually a keen learner of different ideas - approaching them with respect, tact & an open mind.

Conflicts are usually handled objectively with diplomatic end in mind. Don't be put off by my eloquence & flamboyant character as it usually rewards more than it punish. I am comfortable in being affectionate & I am not afraid 2 show others that I care. A few kind words, a reassuring hug & compliments to go along are few ways to let my compassion show.

While I am a high maintenance guy with my vanity obsession, I have come 2 acquire a new level of appreciation 4 a no-fuss, low-drama approach with minimum “Boo-hoos” & maximum “Oh-yeah”. I may exude catlike playfulness & being mischievous at times, there lies a sentimental intellectual beneath the mild demeanour.

I don't believe in intellectual superiority though, only dormant potential in every person. Hence, there is no room for arrogance, segmented respect or condescending attitude.

My Biggest lesson in love is to “Forgive and forgo the loser.”
My Biggest lesson in life is to “Live life to the fullest and having No regrets.”
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