내 마음과 내 마음에있는 유일한 사람은 당신입니다. 매일 매일 매일 하루도 순간 당신에 대해 생각 해. 하지만 너무 나빠요. 난 당신을 잃고 무서워 때문에 당신에 대한 내 감정을 표현을 대담하게하지 마십시오. 난 그냥 내 자신에게 계속 줄 필요가 나는 것 같다. (난 정말 당신이 언젠가 내 셨으면 좋겠 그리고 내가 내 마음의 모든 비트와 함께 당신을 사랑합니다 맹세)

Yours Sincerely
 Ryan'iel Bae

Destiny brought us together

But played a trick on us.
It threw us in the middle of a maze,
To figure our way out.
We passed through this maze together,
Making all the wrong turns,
Coming up against dead ends,
Feeling like there is no way out.
It posed a challenge for us,
And we worked through each one of them,
Determined to come out alive,
To tell our story, To go on and on for generations to come,
To be immortal through the people that would carry our story.
Like Shakespeare who carried Romeo and Juliet’s story.
But our story will be special and unique
We would not die for love,
But instead one of the greatest things that anyone can possibly have,
A love to live for.....



XoXo
Ryan'iel Bae

Yours Sincerely.. XoXo <3
 Ryan'iel Bae

Me a happier and better man now!!

I'll confess dat on a few occasions i would slipped into 'Revenge Fantasies', wishing with more than a lil shame that i could be one of the Angry Bitches who would use Anything/Anyone to get at someone whom has hurt me Deeply. Holding down an ugly knot of hurt and anger that waits to erupt from.. (for me) a soured stomach.. hehe.


After a while, well not really a while but after a deep2 sane thoughts wrapped with damn hot tears flowing from my eyes, i realize that, i'm just as capable of causing hurt, speaking out in anger, making mistakes as the next person or anyone. then i can Begin to become more forgiving of myself & others.

:: The thing is You, Me, We have been angry with our parents, siblings, spouse, friends etc. But let's face it, we're not gonna make them Redo the past right? We have a choice and that is, personally....
- either hold on to the anger & allow it to poison our life (aged ourselves)
- or find a way to let go of our old grudges (sweet wrinklefree)

:: Yeah i agree its no small feat nor chicken feet to forgive those who have hurt us (Deeply) Just try, yes TRY putting ourselves in their shoes & Understand the Desperation, Fear or even Ignorance that may be the origin of their actions. When Truthfully consider whether..we could have done OR have done something similar, it becomes easier to forgive.

I don't know why i have this feeling that we're pretending that we aren't as flawed as the rest of humanity when we Refuse to Forgive. I think Forgiveness insists that we admit we're just like every other human being doing the best we can with what we know & experience.. (Self-Acceptance)

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

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Name: Ryan'iel Hiroshi
Known As: Ryan'iel, Ryan or Afad
Day I first cried: 1st August 1982
Race: Mixed Portuguese, Malay and Hispanic
Faith: Islam
Status: Single (And available, Ready to mingle)
Profession: Asst Tower Manager (MBS)
Scene: Alternative
Style: Modern Trendy
Height: 1.68
Weight: 65kg
Complexion: Fair Complexion
Hairstyle: Trendy short, Colourful
Eyes: Black
Tattoos: Lots of it
Piercing: Both earlobes
Smoking Habit: Occasionally
Drinking Habit: Occasionally
Best Attributes: Smile, Humour & Intelligence
Hobbies: Cycling, Swimming, Jogging, Tanning, Shopping, Reading, Travelling and surfing the net.


Flamboyant, Down to earth, Clean freak, Cool, Funny, Extroverted, Friendly, Romantic, Loving, Passionate, Honest and Generous

Dat's how I extend myself 2 the world with the same basic expectations of others who wish 2 return the same courtesy.

Dat said, I pride myself in being more proactive & rational in understanding all the different charms and cultures. Never been satisfied with my own perspectives, I am usually a keen learner of different ideas - approaching them with respect, tact & an open mind.

Conflicts are usually handled objectively with diplomatic end in mind. Don't be put off by my eloquence & flamboyant character as it usually rewards more than it punish. I am comfortable in being affectionate & I am not afraid 2 show others that I care. A few kind words, a reassuring hug & compliments to go along are few ways to let my compassion show.

While I am a high maintenance guy with my vanity obsession, I have come 2 acquire a new level of appreciation 4 a no-fuss, low-drama approach with minimum “Boo-hoos” & maximum “Oh-yeah”. I may exude catlike playfulness & being mischievous at times, there lies a sentimental intellectual beneath the mild demeanour.

I don't believe in intellectual superiority though, only dormant potential in every person. Hence, there is no room for arrogance, segmented respect or condescending attitude.

My Biggest lesson in love is to “Forgive and forgo the loser.”
My Biggest lesson in life is to “Live life to the fullest and having No regrets.”

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