Life of a Loner..

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Only God knows how i really feels....

Now the time is 5.11am in the morning. I just came back from meeting with that someone.. Well basically today i left my home at around 8.30pm. I head straight to Pioneer MRT and took a train to Boon Lay MRT station. 

Upon reaching there, i walk to Jurong Point Coffee Bean to wait for her (You know who).. Then at around 8.50pm, she reached. I smoke a stick of cigarette before both of us head to the ATM machine because she need to draw out some cash.

After drawing out the cash, both of us went to Golden Village and bought a ticket for "G-Force" . The show is schedule to start at 9.20pm. We got 10 minutes before the show started. So both of us went to smoke first. After smoking, we head back to the cinema to catch the show.

"G-Force" Well the show is funny. Very cute and adorable hamster. I guess i need not elaborate on the show. It's better for you to watch it urself otherwise it won't be interesting. I personally rate the show 4 out of 5.. So check it out guys...

While in the show, we did not talk. Just an occasional laughing and smiling while drinking the Iced Lemon Tea and munching on the Peanuts that we bought.. After the show ended at around 11pm, both of us took a cab and head to Clementi to meet Mummy and Uncle. 

Upon reaching there, i saw mummy was sitting at the Coffee shop nearby. I sat there for a while and introduce her to mummy... After 15 minutes, Uncle came by. Then all of us head back to mummy's house. There we did not do anything much except that mummy gave me a few pair of earring from Cotton On.. Nice earring.. Quite expensive le.. I like it alot..

Then at around 1.30am, we decide to leave cos it's getting late. My mum gave me some cash for my expenses. Then myself, her and my brother Herwin took a cab back to pioneer. While in the cab, Brother Vincent called my mobile. 

 We chatted happily like we always do. So happy dat my dear little brother Vincent called me. In fact he never failed to do so. No matter how tired or busy he is, he never even once failed to call me to ask about my whereabouts. He will ask me where i am, had my lunch or dinner already or not, why never meet him and so on. 

Hey Brother.. Each time you call me, i never fails to grin from ear to ear. I really appreciate your care and concern towards me. In fact it makes me more attached to you. And i really care a lot about you brother. Actually i am happy to see you with Gina. But no matter who you choose to be with, i am happy as long as it makes you happy. But my advise to you is "Choose wisely Bro" i just want to see you smile and be happy always. Never wanna see you sad or cry. Cos as a brother, i can feel your heartfelt.

Whatever it is i will always be behind you and support whatever decision you make. Because as i have said, we are not friends.. We are brother.. "Brothers Forever Yeah"..

After hang up the phone, brother send me a good night message and remind me to wake him up tomorrow at 10am. I am supposed to accompany him to take his passport at ICA tomorrow. Shall see you later bro...

Well i sat at my void deck till 4.30am with her. We chatted and talk about our lost time. Thanks for the wonderful time yeahh.. She left at around 4.30am. I send her to the cab and straight away head back home. She just text me telling me dat she has already reached home. Well good night yeah...

Now here i am as usual, with the TV's on and me updating my blog on my laptop by the window. It was damn hot in here. The weather is getting warmer and warmer.. And thanks to my stupid, fuking useless fan.. Still damn hot. Regret buying this god damn fan.. No feeling at all. Feels like smashing it...

Ok lah dats all i can update for now. Maybe tomorrow i will add some picture dat i took today to this post. As for now, my body's aching and my head spinning. Time to get some sleep because tomorrow gotta meet Brother early.. Dats all for now...Holla... Good Night everyone.. Ooops!! Good morning actually...hehe

my say at 9/09/2009 05:40:00 AM.

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Name: Ryan'iel Hiroshi
Known As: Ryan'iel, Ryan or Afad
Day I first cried: 1st August 1982
Race: Mixed Portuguese, Malay and Hispanic
Faith: Islam
Status: Single (And available, Ready to mingle)
Profession: Asst Tower Manager (MBS)
Scene: Alternative
Style: Modern Trendy
Height: 1.68
Weight: 65kg
Complexion: Fair Complexion
Hairstyle: Trendy short, Colourful
Eyes: Black
Tattoos: Lots of it
Piercing: Both earlobes
Smoking Habit: Occasionally
Drinking Habit: Occasionally
Best Attributes: Smile, Humour & Intelligence
Hobbies: Cycling, Swimming, Jogging, Tanning, Shopping, Reading, Travelling and surfing the net.

Flamboyant, Down to earth, Clean freak, Cool, Funny, Extroverted, Friendly, Romantic, Loving, Passionate, Honest and Generous

Dat's how I extend myself 2 the world with the same basic expectations of others who wish 2 return the same courtesy.

Dat said, I pride myself in being more proactive & rational in understanding all the different charms and cultures. Never been satisfied with my own perspectives, I am usually a keen learner of different ideas - approaching them with respect, tact & an open mind.

Conflicts are usually handled objectively with diplomatic end in mind. Don't be put off by my eloquence & flamboyant character as it usually rewards more than it punish. I am comfortable in being affectionate & I am not afraid 2 show others that I care. A few kind words, a reassuring hug & compliments to go along are few ways to let my compassion show.

While I am a high maintenance guy with my vanity obsession, I have come 2 acquire a new level of appreciation 4 a no-fuss, low-drama approach with minimum “Boo-hoos” & maximum “Oh-yeah”. I may exude catlike playfulness & being mischievous at times, there lies a sentimental intellectual beneath the mild demeanour.

I don't believe in intellectual superiority though, only dormant potential in every person. Hence, there is no room for arrogance, segmented respect or condescending attitude.

My Biggest lesson in love is to “Forgive and forgo the loser.”
My Biggest lesson in life is to “Live life to the fullest and having No regrets.”

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