Life of a Loner..

Friday, September 4, 2009

In My Lonely Planet... (My Bed Room)

I am now at home. Just came back from Bugis with Brother Edmund. Well there's nothing much to update about my outing just now cos I've already updated what there is to share while i am at Starbucks Cafe with Edmund..

Now as usual, I am back into my lonely planet which is my Bed Room... haha.. Must been wondering why i call my bedroom "My Lonely Planet" well basically there's nothing much here except for my Furniture, Pillows, Television and my Lap Top as my Best Friend. I am all alone in my room. "Well i stayed alone".. Never like to stay with my family cos i chose to live independently ever since i am 15 yrs old. Now i am 27 yrs old. So you do the calculation for how long i have been living on my own..

Well.. Honestly i do enjoy being independent. But sometimes this loneliness kills me. How i wish i could have a good friend to bunked in with me. But so far all my friends stays with their family and they are too dependent with their families. They are not ready to be independent like me...Sigh...

Sometimes i wish i could migrate somewhere and live in a different environment and cultures. Maybe Paris, London or Tokyo.. Makes new friends and buddies, Hang out, Chill, Clubbing or just simply chat over a cuppa coffee.. Too bad my savings account balance does not permit me to migrate just yet.. Wait till i earn my first million, i will definitely go somewhere to meet new people..

No matter what, i am still thankful that i still have some great and wonderful Friends and Brother around me. Otherwise i will just be better off dead. Without my friends and brother, my life will be very very empty. My Friends and Brothers are the one who filled the void of loneliness in my heart and they are the source of Light that brightened up my life..

Thank you Friends and Brothers.. All of you are always in my heart, my mind and my soul. And never forgetting to include all of you in my daily prayers... May god watch over all of you no matter where you are or what you're doing. Always remember that you all have me and i have you guys in my heart.. I strongly believe, if we have the preservation and determination, we will definitely be able to overcome whatever obstacles and challenges that we may face now or in the future.

OK la.. So sorry for being too mushy mushy.. But this is me. I really really treasure Friendship. You can't blame me for being too loyal towards my Friends and Brother rite?

But honestly, whatever i expressed here is sincerely from the bottom of my heart. I just hope that readers out there will enjoy my post because it's the journey I've been leading throughout my entire 27 years of living in this BORING world. I wanna share all my life experience with the world. In fact there is more to be shared. But do give me sometime to get my mind on the right track first cos as for now i felt a little bit confused over some issues that has been troubling me for quite sometime.

Well.. I guess that's all for today. cos i don't know what else to type except for my boredom. I'm afraid you'll be bored to death reading my heartfelt. Will update more in time to come. As for now.. Wanna wish all of you a very good nite, sleep tight and sweetest dreams. Don't let the bed bug bite you. May god watch over you all always..

....PEACE TO ALL OF YOU...

my say at 9/04/2009 01:22:00 AM.

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Name: Ryan'iel Hiroshi
Known As: Ryan'iel, Ryan or Afad
Day I first cried: 1st August 1982
Race: Mixed Portuguese, Malay and Hispanic
Faith: Islam
Status: Single (And available, Ready to mingle)
Profession: Asst Tower Manager (MBS)
Scene: Alternative
Style: Modern Trendy
Height: 1.68
Weight: 65kg
Complexion: Fair Complexion
Hairstyle: Trendy short, Colourful
Eyes: Black
Tattoos: Lots of it
Piercing: Both earlobes
Smoking Habit: Occasionally
Drinking Habit: Occasionally
Best Attributes: Smile, Humour & Intelligence
Hobbies: Cycling, Swimming, Jogging, Tanning, Shopping, Reading, Travelling and surfing the net.

Flamboyant, Down to earth, Clean freak, Cool, Funny, Extroverted, Friendly, Romantic, Loving, Passionate, Honest and Generous

Dat's how I extend myself 2 the world with the same basic expectations of others who wish 2 return the same courtesy.

Dat said, I pride myself in being more proactive & rational in understanding all the different charms and cultures. Never been satisfied with my own perspectives, I am usually a keen learner of different ideas - approaching them with respect, tact & an open mind.

Conflicts are usually handled objectively with diplomatic end in mind. Don't be put off by my eloquence & flamboyant character as it usually rewards more than it punish. I am comfortable in being affectionate & I am not afraid 2 show others that I care. A few kind words, a reassuring hug & compliments to go along are few ways to let my compassion show.

While I am a high maintenance guy with my vanity obsession, I have come 2 acquire a new level of appreciation 4 a no-fuss, low-drama approach with minimum “Boo-hoos” & maximum “Oh-yeah”. I may exude catlike playfulness & being mischievous at times, there lies a sentimental intellectual beneath the mild demeanour.

I don't believe in intellectual superiority though, only dormant potential in every person. Hence, there is no room for arrogance, segmented respect or condescending attitude.

My Biggest lesson in love is to “Forgive and forgo the loser.”
My Biggest lesson in life is to “Live life to the fullest and having No regrets.”

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