Life of a Loner..

Monday, September 21, 2009

my say at 9/21/2009 03:31:00 AM.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Saturday 19th September 2009

Today i woke up at around 6.00am and get myself ready for work. After shower, i immediately get changed. I left Ibu house at around 6.20am. I took bus 157 towards Bt Batok. Upon reaching Bt Batok, Ben called me. He asked to meet at the Coffeeshop. Upon reaching there, i had a glass of coffee.

After coffee, all of us head towards the awaiting van and proceed to go to Benoi Warehouse. Upon reaching there, we signed the pay receipt. Then we hang around the smoking corner and smoke till 9 am. Then all of us except Ben took the van again and go to IDS Toh Guan Road while Ben stayed at the Benoi Warehouse

Upon reaching Toh Guan, we waited for about 20 minutes. After waiting then someone came and told us that we are supposed to work at the Tuas Warehouse. So off we go and head towards tuas. What a waste of time man. Damn it..

We reached IDS Tuas at about 10.00am. There i saw Ah Tong, my Ex-Collegue at IDS. We wasted no time. We immediately load the goods into the 4 trucks. I helped out with the loading.

Today i hurt myself while loading the goods. Blamed the stupid god damn lorry driver for being so impatient. I haven't even finished my work and he already rushed to close the Palgate. I fell and hurt my hand as a result. It has small bruise but it hurts alot. But i don't care because work still have to go on.

After finish loading, all of us head towards Raffles City Shopping Centre. Ah Pau lost his way because he did not wear his glasses. I became his directory today...Hehehe. Luckily we reached our destination on time. There at Raffles City we wasted no time. All of us co-operate and began unload the goods and deliver it to the designated ballroom at the South Tower "Enterprise" room.

By the time we finished unloading all 4 truck, it's already 1.30pm. We then immediately took Ah Pau van and head towards Bt Batok Coffee shop. Upon reaching there, we saw Ben was already there waiting for us. Today i had Chicken Chop for Lunch.. Yum Yum.. Not bad, quite delicious.. After lunch, i bid them goodbye and head towards mummy house.

I reached mummy house at about 3.00pm. Unfortunately mummy is not at home. I waited till i doze off at the sofa.then at about 5.45pm, i decide to leave because mummy is still not back yet. I head towards Ibu house nearby...

I was damn tired today because i did not sleep well yesterday. I lie down immediately upon reaching Ibu house i took a shower and get changed to prepare for prayers.

Today all of us at Ibu house pray the Maghrib and Isya prayers. We actually prayed the Isya prayers together with Ted became the Imam. After the Isya prayers, all of us recite the takbir together. It was an emotional moment as the recitation is very meaningful.

After the takbir session, Awie, Mizi, Rejab and Myself went to accompany Ted and Tino to deliver some cakes. First we went to nearby Jurong West. Then we went to Mama Mila house in yishun. After delivering the cakes, all of us go to Geylang Serai to accompany Ted and Tino to do some last minute shopping.

There, i was feeling very uncomfortable because the place was damn crowded. Well it has been like this every year. Thousands of people will come to Geylang Serai to do their last minute shopping on the Eve Of Hari Raya.. It's understandable why it is crowded on the Eve of Hari Raya because the price are always cheaper.. Typical Singaporean.. Does not include me ok.. Because i did not buy anything. I was there because i am accompanying them..

There, Tino and Ted was busy buying some flowers and some decorations item while the rest of us just stand around and browse through things. It was damn boring because everything looks the same to me.. Haizzz.

Then all of us follow Ted to the next Pasar Malam as Ted and Tino wanted to buy Baju Kurong "Traditional Costume" for Rejab. It was damn expensive hor.. 70 bucks for a mere Baju Kurong.. After that, all of us head back home. Ted was speeding along the way till it took a mere 10 minutes from Geylang to reached Jurong West..

We reached Jurong west at around 1.15am. Upon reaching Ibu house, all of us felt damn tired. We then helped ted with the decorations. After that all of us slack and watched some movies till 5.00am in the morning.

At around 5.15am, Ted send me to my rented apartment to collect some clothes for myself. Ted waited in the lorry while i packed my clothes. I took about 10 minutes to finish packing. I just took whatever is neccessary. Then Both me and Ted drive to Jalan Minyak in Chin Swee Road to fetch my younger brother Herwin. After fetching and sending my brother home, Myself and Ted head back to Ibu house. By the time, it's already 6.45am in the Morning and its officially Hari Raya...

my say at 9/20/2009 07:45:00 AM.

Friday 18th Sept 2009

(A day of fun filled with laughter with my cousins and friends painting my god mum's house)

Me Just finish shower.. Getting ready to paint

Awie.. Posing while painting.. Act cute huh!!!

Ted with his new hairstyle.. Not bad..

My dearest cousin Mizi busy painting..

Me getting Tired.. LOL

Awie busy painting or just acting?

Ted looking at his masterpiece.. LOL

Mizi doing the finishing touch up.

Me looking shagged after finish painting...

Dear readers.. I hope you enjoy my blog as much as i enjoy updating it. Though it's simple, but it is very meaningful cos it reflect my daily life activities. Soon i will update more with much more stories to tell. For now i could only upload the pics cos i truly believe thats pictures tells a thousand words... Dats all for this episodes. Next i will upload pics of me with my new hair colour... Cya...

my say at 9/20/2009 04:10:00 AM.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Only God knows how i really feels....

Now the time is 5.11am in the morning. I just came back from meeting with that someone.. Well basically today i left my home at around 8.30pm. I head straight to Pioneer MRT and took a train to Boon Lay MRT station. 

Upon reaching there, i walk to Jurong Point Coffee Bean to wait for her (You know who).. Then at around 8.50pm, she reached. I smoke a stick of cigarette before both of us head to the ATM machine because she need to draw out some cash.

After drawing out the cash, both of us went to Golden Village and bought a ticket for "G-Force" . The show is schedule to start at 9.20pm. We got 10 minutes before the show started. So both of us went to smoke first. After smoking, we head back to the cinema to catch the show.

"G-Force" Well the show is funny. Very cute and adorable hamster. I guess i need not elaborate on the show. It's better for you to watch it urself otherwise it won't be interesting. I personally rate the show 4 out of 5.. So check it out guys...

While in the show, we did not talk. Just an occasional laughing and smiling while drinking the Iced Lemon Tea and munching on the Peanuts that we bought.. After the show ended at around 11pm, both of us took a cab and head to Clementi to meet Mummy and Uncle. 

Upon reaching there, i saw mummy was sitting at the Coffee shop nearby. I sat there for a while and introduce her to mummy... After 15 minutes, Uncle came by. Then all of us head back to mummy's house. There we did not do anything much except that mummy gave me a few pair of earring from Cotton On.. Nice earring.. Quite expensive le.. I like it alot..

Then at around 1.30am, we decide to leave cos it's getting late. My mum gave me some cash for my expenses. Then myself, her and my brother Herwin took a cab back to pioneer. While in the cab, Brother Vincent called my mobile. 

 We chatted happily like we always do. So happy dat my dear little brother Vincent called me. In fact he never failed to do so. No matter how tired or busy he is, he never even once failed to call me to ask about my whereabouts. He will ask me where i am, had my lunch or dinner already or not, why never meet him and so on. 

Hey Brother.. Each time you call me, i never fails to grin from ear to ear. I really appreciate your care and concern towards me. In fact it makes me more attached to you. And i really care a lot about you brother. Actually i am happy to see you with Gina. But no matter who you choose to be with, i am happy as long as it makes you happy. But my advise to you is "Choose wisely Bro" i just want to see you smile and be happy always. Never wanna see you sad or cry. Cos as a brother, i can feel your heartfelt.

Whatever it is i will always be behind you and support whatever decision you make. Because as i have said, we are not friends.. We are brother.. "Brothers Forever Yeah"..

After hang up the phone, brother send me a good night message and remind me to wake him up tomorrow at 10am. I am supposed to accompany him to take his passport at ICA tomorrow. Shall see you later bro...

Well i sat at my void deck till 4.30am with her. We chatted and talk about our lost time. Thanks for the wonderful time yeahh.. She left at around 4.30am. I send her to the cab and straight away head back home. She just text me telling me dat she has already reached home. Well good night yeah...

Now here i am as usual, with the TV's on and me updating my blog on my laptop by the window. It was damn hot in here. The weather is getting warmer and warmer.. And thanks to my stupid, fuking useless fan.. Still damn hot. Regret buying this god damn fan.. No feeling at all. Feels like smashing it...

Ok lah dats all i can update for now. Maybe tomorrow i will add some picture dat i took today to this post. As for now, my body's aching and my head spinning. Time to get some sleep because tomorrow gotta meet Brother early.. Dats all for now...Holla... Good Night everyone.. Ooops!! Good morning actually...hehe

my say at 9/09/2009 05:40:00 AM.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Damn Bored Sia...

Its 5.01pm in the afternoon. As usual i am in my Lonely Planet doing nothing but surfing the Net.
Feeling bored as usual because have to wait till early October before my next project resume. Just now my colleague call me to inform me that the next project will be at Exxon Mobil at Jurong Island. Sigh..

Have to wait till early October. Whatever it is, i will work damn hard for this upcoming project. Wanna earn much, play hard and save up for my upcoming travel plan to Chang Mai Thailand this coming November to Visit My Brother Vincent. Will definitely work hard this time and no more MC for me. Cos opportunity like this is hard to come by..

But what the heck am i supposed to do from now till the next project. I will be dead from boredom by then. Maybe i will look out for some part time job to occupy myself.. Yeah.. Dats exactly what i am going to do..

Just Now at around noon, Brother Vincent call me. We chatted over the phone. He was at work now. So hard working of him.. Damn proud of you Brother.. And so nice of him to call me to ask how am i doing. Before hanging up the phone, he even remind me to not forget to take my lunch.. So sweet of him. Thanks Vincent for all your concern.. Very much appreciated.

Well i am feeling quite sad now. Soon Brother will leave. I don't know what else to do. At least now whenever i am bored, i can at least go over to meet Brother or simply just call his mobile. But soon, it will be difficult... Well i just leave it to fate to decides.. Gonna Miss you Brother..

There's nothing much to update now. But later at around 8.30pm, i will be going out for a date with someone. Who? Dun ask.. For those who knows, Shhhh!! Keep it to urself aite..

OK lah.. Gotta wash up and clean my room. Been few days since i last clean up my bedroom. It's getting more and more dustier. My wardrobe is getting messier and unorganised. This is not me OK.. I am usually very organised and clean freak. It's just that my mood past few days is not that good. Anything new to share, i will update later when i came back.. As for now... Chao Romano.. Holla...

my say at 9/08/2009 05:22:00 PM.

Today called Ryan bro but did not switch on his mobile.. So sad.. Miss you so much la brother..
People say we are Gay.. Lol.. Is true ma.. We are Gay Brothers..
REFFERING TO ALL READERS " Go and find out what is the meaning of Gay"
Gay in dictionary is mention to HAPPY.. So we are HAPPY BROTHERS.. UNDERSTAND ??
Hahas !! Don care what other people comment you because you don't owe them for a living..
Thats is what always Ryan bro said.. Don't worry bro.. I never forget your words.. :P

When to bus stop and take out my mobile to call Ryan bro..
But we 2 called each other in the same time so connection error.. Then i wait for him to call me..
Said already.. OUR HEARTS IS ALWAYS IN 1.. Even want to call each other oso call at the same time.. Hahahahas !!

Serriously.. I also cant bear to leave my Brothers and Friends and those good to me and of course my family also la... Haiz.. But no choice.. If not i nid to sleep with Dog at the streets already.. Hahahas ! But just hope every1 can still remember and concern me when i am in Thailand.. You all can always check out my blog.. Because it is all about my life story..
Definitely will miss all of you so much.. Haiz..

my say at 9/08/2009 03:01:00 AM.

Specially Dedicated to

My Beloved Brother (Vincent Chan)

who will be leaving soon...

You touched my life,
With the softness in the night,
My wish is your command,
Until you ran out of love

Tell myself, I'm free
Got the chance, of living just for me,
No need to hurry home,
Now that you gone,

Knife, Cuts like a knife,
How would i ever heal,
I'm so deeply wounded
Knife, Cuts like a knife,
You cut away the heart,
Of my life..

When i pretend,
Wear a smile, to please my dearest friend,
I wonder if they know
It's just a show,

I'm on the stage,
Day and night,
I go through my charades,
But how can i disguise,
What's in my eyes...

I've try to try,
Light it up to play my favorite side,
The pain of watching you,
Watching you leaving me..

No matter where you are, As long as our heart is 1, I strongly believe that our friendship will last till eternity.. Goodbye my friend, my dearest friend.. Have a safe journey..

my say at 9/08/2009 01:44:00 AM.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Now i am at my Lonely Planet (My Room)..

The time now is 5.41pm. I got nothing to do, so i do my laundry lo. Besides that i got nothing else to do except surfing the net. I checked my facebook and accept a few request here and there. Tried playing farmville, but the loading damn slow and i don't understand the application well. So i just send some heart, smiles and BFF request randomly.

I also surf the net on the news of Micheal Jackson funeral. Found some interesting fact online about Micheal Jackson conversion to muslim. Don't know if it's fact or fiction cos they can post anything on the internet. Ultimately it's up to us to believe it or not. However i am angry over some racist and biased comment made against the muslim by the jews communities. I am not radical. But those people out there shouldn't made those remarks. Feeling disgusted over those remarks. They actually open up more path of other religion to hate their religion.

C'mon.. Be more realistic. Wake up and grow up. There's no time for racial or religious conflict. There is more problems out there to be settled rather than blasting each other religion. Ahhh!! go to hell.. Dun wanna involve myself..

The TV's is on. But no show. Only some crap malay drama. So i just on the TV for the audio sake. Otherwise my room will be damn quiet.

Just now my brother Vincent called me to chat. He asked me what time i wanna meet him? I told him maybe later in the night after he knock off from work. Furthermore tonight i'll be sleeping over at my step father house because tomorrow morning i am supposed to work with Ben. So dun worry brother, will meet you later.

While chatting on the phone with my brother Vincent, i check out my blog dashboard to see if there is any new update on my friends. Too bad there's none. Then after awhile of chatting, I guess Vincent have to go back to work. So we bid each other goodbye and Vincent remind me over and over again "DOn't forget to take your lunch ok Brother".. So sweet of him.. Thanks brother. Sometime a few words can actually makes someone happy the whole day.. You're the best brother i ever had VINCENT CHAN..

Now here i am updating my blog. Don't have much to update cos nothing much to share. Just now my mother call me to ask how am i doing. My mum is sick today. She even transfer me some cash to spend. Thanks mum.. I Love You So Much.. I chatted with my mum and Aunt Al for about 30 minutes before i hang up the phone.

I just recieved an SMS from Ben regarding tomorrow work.. So happy tomorrow got work at last.. Thanks Brother Ben.. I Love You... Hehehe.. Everyday stay at home so sian.. Now at least got something to do..

Ok lah.. Got to shower now. Feeling Sticky all over. Will update more later... Holla...

my say at 9/04/2009 06:43:00 PM.

In My Lonely Planet... (My Bed Room)

I am now at home. Just came back from Bugis with Brother Edmund. Well there's nothing much to update about my outing just now cos I've already updated what there is to share while i am at Starbucks Cafe with Edmund..

Now as usual, I am back into my lonely planet which is my Bed Room... haha.. Must been wondering why i call my bedroom "My Lonely Planet" well basically there's nothing much here except for my Furniture, Pillows, Television and my Lap Top as my Best Friend. I am all alone in my room. "Well i stayed alone".. Never like to stay with my family cos i chose to live independently ever since i am 15 yrs old. Now i am 27 yrs old. So you do the calculation for how long i have been living on my own..

Well.. Honestly i do enjoy being independent. But sometimes this loneliness kills me. How i wish i could have a good friend to bunked in with me. But so far all my friends stays with their family and they are too dependent with their families. They are not ready to be independent like me...Sigh...

Sometimes i wish i could migrate somewhere and live in a different environment and cultures. Maybe Paris, London or Tokyo.. Makes new friends and buddies, Hang out, Chill, Clubbing or just simply chat over a cuppa coffee.. Too bad my savings account balance does not permit me to migrate just yet.. Wait till i earn my first million, i will definitely go somewhere to meet new people..

No matter what, i am still thankful that i still have some great and wonderful Friends and Brother around me. Otherwise i will just be better off dead. Without my friends and brother, my life will be very very empty. My Friends and Brothers are the one who filled the void of loneliness in my heart and they are the source of Light that brightened up my life..

Thank you Friends and Brothers.. All of you are always in my heart, my mind and my soul. And never forgetting to include all of you in my daily prayers... May god watch over all of you no matter where you are or what you're doing. Always remember that you all have me and i have you guys in my heart.. I strongly believe, if we have the preservation and determination, we will definitely be able to overcome whatever obstacles and challenges that we may face now or in the future.

OK la.. So sorry for being too mushy mushy.. But this is me. I really really treasure Friendship. You can't blame me for being too loyal towards my Friends and Brother rite?

But honestly, whatever i expressed here is sincerely from the bottom of my heart. I just hope that readers out there will enjoy my post because it's the journey I've been leading throughout my entire 27 years of living in this BORING world. I wanna share all my life experience with the world. In fact there is more to be shared. But do give me sometime to get my mind on the right track first cos as for now i felt a little bit confused over some issues that has been troubling me for quite sometime.

Well.. I guess that's all for today. cos i don't know what else to type except for my boredom. I'm afraid you'll be bored to death reading my heartfelt. Will update more in time to come. As for now.. Wanna wish all of you a very good nite, sleep tight and sweetest dreams. Don't let the bed bug bite you. May god watch over you all always..

....PEACE TO ALL OF YOU...

my say at 9/04/2009 01:22:00 AM.

My High Maintenance Life...

See How high maintenance i could be.. With my flamboyant attitude and vanity obsession.. I really enjoys my high life.. Swimming, Sun tanning, Shopping, Food Hunting, Traveling, Clubbing and many many more.. Do check out these new pics that i took... Will update more soon...

No matter how high or low life can be, we should enjoy it to the fullest. Cos Yesterday is history, Tommorow is a mystery. Today is a gift, thats why it's called the present. Savours life day to day with smiles, preservation and patience. Because thats the key to happiness...

my say at 9/04/2009 12:28:00 AM.