Life of a Loner..

Monday, August 31, 2009

LIFE BEYOND WORDS...

What is life without Friends? How would life be if you’re all alone? One can never imagine how empty life would be without Friendship. As long as we are a living thing called human being, with warm blood flows throughout our inner body, with our heart still beating till our last breath, we need friends around us. I will be lying to myself if I ever say that I don’t need friends to live. I would be the world biggest liar...

To me, i am the most fortunate and luckiest guy alive because throughout my 27 years of living in this beautiful world, my life always evolves around my families and friends. And it’s not just normal friends that i am talking about here. A friend who goes through thick and thin together with you. The type of friends who are willing to make sacrifices.

Friends who are willing to share your happiness and sorrows. The one who are always there for you be it in happiness or through sadness, laughter and tears. The one who are always there in times of needs.

Friends who cry and laugh with you. Happy for your success and sad for your failure. Never fails to encourage you. Lending you a shoulder to cry on and give you a listening ear.

Oh god! Thanks a million for giving me the greatest gift of life. A gift that i will never trade for anything in this world or beyond. A gift called FRIENDSHIP...

Though at times we tend to be childish and quarrel with each other, but in the end, we always realize that we need each other to go on in life. What is life for me without my friends?

If a mere friendship is already so angelic, then what does a brother means to me. It definitely means much more then just friends. So lucky of me to have such a great friends and a wonderful brother.

I would like to dedicate these prophetic words to all my friends out there. No matter who you are or where you’re from, as long as you treat me as a friend, you are definitely included in my dedication. I can’t mention too much name here because the list is endless.

I just want to express my sincere thanks and gratitude to all of you for being such a wonderful friend of mine. There is no words that could ever describe how grateful and thankful i am to have you guys around me. “We shake hands when we part. But the friendship always remains in my heart.”

Believe me, if ever i am gone forever, i will be going with no regrets because once in my life, i get the chance to know all of you... Thank you so much. I love all of you.

(Vincent, Edmund, Ben, Awie, Mizi, Rejab, Riza, Jana, Wati, Brad, Caca) Thank you for being part of me... I love you guys...

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my say at 8/31/2009 03:31:00 PM.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Nites out with Vincent, Ben, Edmund, Victor and Victor Dad..

All of us went there to finish up my balance bottle of Chivas Regal. Cos i think its better to finish it off. I used to be a bartender. So i know how dirty a bartender can be..

Sorry for being too direct.. But im telling the truth.. So all of us went there at around 12.45am. Victor drove us there using his dad Van.

There as usual we just drank and watch the stage performance. Nothing much. just the same old shows.. Its quite boring.. Vincent entertain us with one Thai songs. Wah!! not bad huh.. he can sing well. Just a bit shy...

After dat at around 3 am, all us leave to go back Bukit Batok. There we as usual hang out at the Void eck till 7 am where i go back to sleep... Ok lah dats all for today... Will update more if there anything new to share aitez.. Good Nyte everyone

my say at 8/30/2009 05:36:00 PM.

Today i woke up at around 8am. I was feeling damn hungry and thirsty. I then go to the kitchen and prepare something to eat. Luckily there is some Seafood Kway Teow left from yesterday. I grab a plate and serve a healthy portion for myself. I ate in my room.. Ooops.. i did not fast today cos i never wake up for my pre dawn breakfast... Maybe tomorrow i will fast.. Hopefully...

After breakfast, i smoke, then i felt sleepy again. I slept till 1pm. When i woke up, i felt damn bored. Cos today, no one call or message me. So lonely. I then text my brother Vincent, wishing him good afternoon. He replied to me.. So sweet of my little brother.. Haha. I then switch on the TV and watch some crap shows ( I dunno what) and suddenly i fell asleep again.. I woke up at around 3pm. I then text Ben to say hello. Ben replied.. I also asked about any jobs cos i am damn damn bored cos my next project at Exxon Mobil is on October. Damn it.. So long... I getting broke... Ben says he will call me when there is any available jobs. Ok.. at least better then nothing.. Thanks Ben.. Very much appreciated.. will wait for your call. Or else i will die of boredom..

After exchange sms with Ben, i then grab something to eat cos feeling hungry again.. After lunch, i continue watching television till 5pm. Now here i am updating my blog.. Haizzz... I don't know what am i supposed to do after this... Ok lah.. gotta check my email.. if there is any new update, i'll post it....

my say at 8/30/2009 05:25:00 PM.

Wah..Yesterday i was damn bored. Luckily Vincent called me and asked me out. I meet Vincent, Edmund and Bardabas at IMM at 6.30pm. Initially our plan is to buy some BBQ items for Edmund birthday party. Then Edmund says that his uncle will help him buy. Then, the 4 of us just window shop and walk around. Then Edmund and Bardabas go for their dinner at Long John Silver. I and Vincent were already full as we have already had our dinner at home.

After dinner, we go to Best Denki to check out the Lap Top there cos Bardabas is planning to buy one soon. I saw my dream Laptop Apple Air.. It was so beautiful. Slim and sleek, very light. How i wish i could get it soon. Never mind. Just gotta work harder and i will definitely buy it soon. Real soon.

After that all of us go to Swensens to have the Volcano Ice Cream (Yum Yum). Courtesy of Bardabas.. Hehe (Thanks Dude).. After Ice Cream, all of us took Bus 188 and head back to Bt Batok. I went to my step dad house t meet my sister and brother in law, while the rest of them hang out at the Void Deck.

At around 12.30am, my sister want to go home. I decide to leave too. Before leaving, i meet Vincent at the Void deck to pass him the haversack. I then bid good bye to Vincent, Ben, Edmund and En Jie.. Ehh!! En Jie was there. hehe.. Surprise... Ok lah thats all i got to share today.. Tomorrow i will update again ok...Daaaa

my say at 8/30/2009 05:14:00 PM.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

To me, nothing is much more valuable then having "FRIENDS" who really cares by ur side.

Friends who share your woes, sorrows and happiness.

Friends who will cry for your happiness and comfort for your sadness.

Friends who will love you as much as you do.

Friends who will give assurance when you in doubt.

I am the world most fortunate guy cos i really have friends who fits the bill above.

They love me as much as i love them. They are always there for me through thick and thin.

They celebrated my birthday for me like a king when my own family dun even care. They bought me the first ever perfect birthday cake i ever recieve throughout my entire 27 years of living. They make my laugh and smile and never wanna see me cry. They comfort me when i ended my relationship with my fiancee. Oh god. what else can i ask for? Though i am not rich in worldly possession, but i am damn rich with love from my friends. Thank you Vincent, Edmund, Ben, Victor, Awie, Hykiel, Herwin, Riza & Jana for all your love, care and concern. I really really love you guys. May god bless you guys...

my say at 8/29/2009 08:39:00 AM.

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Name: Ryan'iel Hiroshi
Known As: Ryan'iel, Ryan or Afad
Day I first cried: 1st August 1982
Race: Mixed Portuguese, Malay and Hispanic
Faith: Islam
Status: Single (And available, Ready to mingle)
Profession: Asst Tower Manager (MBS)
Scene: Alternative
Style: Modern Trendy
Height: 1.68
Weight: 65kg
Complexion: Fair Complexion
Hairstyle: Trendy short, Colourful
Eyes: Black
Tattoos: Lots of it
Piercing: Both earlobes
Smoking Habit: Occasionally
Drinking Habit: Occasionally
Best Attributes: Smile, Humour & Intelligence
Hobbies: Cycling, Swimming, Jogging, Tanning, Shopping, Reading, Travelling and surfing the net.

Flamboyant, Down to earth, Clean freak, Cool, Funny, Extroverted, Friendly, Romantic, Loving, Passionate, Honest and Generous

Dat's how I extend myself 2 the world with the same basic expectations of others who wish 2 return the same courtesy.

Dat said, I pride myself in being more proactive & rational in understanding all the different charms and cultures. Never been satisfied with my own perspectives, I am usually a keen learner of different ideas - approaching them with respect, tact & an open mind.

Conflicts are usually handled objectively with diplomatic end in mind. Don't be put off by my eloquence & flamboyant character as it usually rewards more than it punish. I am comfortable in being affectionate & I am not afraid 2 show others that I care. A few kind words, a reassuring hug & compliments to go along are few ways to let my compassion show.

While I am a high maintenance guy with my vanity obsession, I have come 2 acquire a new level of appreciation 4 a no-fuss, low-drama approach with minimum “Boo-hoos” & maximum “Oh-yeah”. I may exude catlike playfulness & being mischievous at times, there lies a sentimental intellectual beneath the mild demeanour.

I don't believe in intellectual superiority though, only dormant potential in every person. Hence, there is no room for arrogance, segmented respect or condescending attitude.

My Biggest lesson in love is to “Forgive and forgo the loser.”
My Biggest lesson in life is to “Live life to the fullest and having No regrets.”

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